out of the blue

into the black

I love Alan Watts


I keep fucking up when can i just do things right

Going to a new place

What if I can’t sleep, what if I don’t wake up on time, what if the car doesn’t start, what if I forget to bring something, what if I hit traffic, what if I miss a turn, what if I get lost, what if I show up and there’s no where to park, what if I make a fool of myself, what if I realize I don’t actually want to do any of this, what if this is a big mistake, what if I get all cagey and don’t speak my mind, what if everyone else finishes before me, what if I take my time and still do terrible, what if everyone else succeeds and I’m the only one that doesn’t

TW: Harry Corrigan of Long Island bands is a sexual assaulter



Harry Corrigan is a fucked up creep who sexually assaulted a young woman in Kent while on tour with his band Bellwether in summer 2012. He lives on Long Island and also plays in No Good News. Don’t support Bellwether ever for not taking the steps to address this issue that happened on their tour and they knew about. Don’t support No Good News until they kick Harry out of the band. Don’t support East Coast Collective for Jake Zimmerman being a rape apologist and continuing to manage them after the incident was brought to his attention. For more details of the incident press read more. Trigger warning for explicit detail of the incident.

Bellwether leaves for a couple weeks on their tour with Seaway. Help keep scenes across the US safe by bringing attention to the promoters and event pages. Each date links to an event for the show. 

11.30 - Staten Island, NY @ The Pink Room
12.1 - Long Island, NY @ Amityville Music Hall
12.2 - Colt’s Neck, NJ @ House Show (178 Laird Rd)
12.3 - Philadelphia, PA @ The Barbary
12.4 - Baltimore, MD @ Charm City Art Space
12.5 - Huntersville, NC @ The Green Room
12.6 - Orlando, FL @ Capstan House
12.7 - Odessa, FL @ The Goat House
12.8 - Pembroke Pines, FL @ The Talent Farm
12.9 - Atlanta, GA @ Swayze’s Venue
12.10 - Nashville, TN @ The Owl Farm
12.11 - St. Louis, MO @ The Demo
12.13 - Chesterton, IN @ Sound Cellar
12.14 - Kokomo, IN @ Foster House 
12.15 - Ann Arbor, MI @ The Blind Pig

Also, here is a list of the email addresses of the promoters for these dates and if you could express to them the importance of keeping people who commit sexual assault out of the scene and direct them to this post that would be great. Try not to use lots of exclamation points or caps in your email as to not have it end up in someones spam folder.

dean@enterorbit.me, eastcoastcollectiveli@gmail.com, joe@aftermathevents.net, CTHbooking@yahoo.com, info@feedthescene.com, charmcityartspace@gmail.com, greenroombookingnc@gmail.com, booking@thetalentfarm.com, swayzesvenue@gmail.com, booking@ampmbooking.com, jake@thedemostl.com, sound.cellar.venue@gmail.com

I’m going to add that I was given permission to make this post. Before I post it she is going to read it and affirm that everything in this is true and represented in the way she wants it to be. She felt uncomfortable making it herself. She also felt uncomfortable being public about her identity. But everyone in Bellwether as well as Jake know exactly who I am talking about in this. Whether or not this *really happened* is not up for discussion.

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